bovariancancer

 I dont know anymore whats happening to me. I am forgetting stuff. I am avoiding stuff. I am destroying stuff. I am escaping. Running. Afraid.   Will i ever be a responsible human being again? Will I be able to take care of myself? I try to. But I fail. I cannot stand myself anymore. I am weary of my own body. I hate being inside of it. I hate people I come across. They are all full of shit. I want to trust someone so badly. But everyone is out for themselves. Except me. I am out for getting out of it.

 Bye, Tadic - you said, then let me be With the name that's mine but no longer me.